Remember a little while back I was talking about what size of pants I had just bought. Well, I went shopping last night for some clothes to wear to interviews. In this office I wear pretty much whatever I want. Jeans, tank tops... whatever. Most offices however are not so casual so I had to find some dressier clothes. I discovered I'm a size 0. How the heck did that happen?? To think that around 5 years ago I was a size 12. I've also got a lot of compliments on my new shirt too.

I figured out the reason the break up hasn't hit me more. It's because I'm used to not seeing him. Since he was away for his job I didn't get used to seeing him on a regular basis. When people ask how we're doing and I have to tell them we aren't together that's when I get upset. I also get upset at different times of the day when I think about it. So the key is not to think about it. Thankfully with upcoming interviews I've had other things to think about. I think I just have a hard time believing it's over.

This weekend my sister borrowed my car. She is going out of town and I didn't trust her car to make it. So I offered her the use of mine. However I drove hers for 5 minutes and already wanted to trade back. She drove mine for 5 minutes and already wants to buy one. Thank goodness I'll only be driving hers for a weekend.

Edit: I almost forgot to say a big thank you to Mossy for the help on writing my reference letter. My boss is away for a week and since he won't be around if anyone calls for a reference I asked if he'd write one for me. His response was... you write it... I'll sign it. So I asked Mossy for his help and he totally came through with a very glowing reference letter which my boss signed. Thank you Mossy.

Another edit: I just talked to the co-owner of my bosses other company and he's going to write me a reference letter. He also said I can give his name and number as a reference. I'm so happy to have reference letters. I have one from every manager I had at one of the other companies I worked for but they are over 6 years old. It really helps to have current ones when getting interviewed.