What a night. I went out last night to my usual place. Dillon was there. It was really difficult to see him. I stayed though because I knew that he would always be there and I have to get over seeing him.

One thing that made the night a lot easier was a BUNCH of friends showed up. Ones that I haven't seen in a while. One in particular I haven't seen for at least a year. It was great to see them. It's funny how you can not see someone for a long time yet when you do it's like time hasn't really passed.

I did end up talking to Dillon near the end of the night. He apologised. Not only for being a jerk on Monday but also for not talking to me sooner. He said that he tends to run from things. I told him that neither of those things better happen again or I will walk away. I won't be treated like dirt and I won't be left hurt/confused for days before it gets worked out. So we're still together. I'm glad it got worked out but I'm even more hesitant about the relationship. We'll see how it goes.