I know one of the things making me grouchy is the fact that I am single. I've been single for a while. I never seem to meet guys... at least not ones I am interested in. I truly don't think my standards are too high. I no longer think that its because there is something wrong with me.. or how I look. Its very frustrating though.

I keep being told that I should make the first move. The thing is all of the times I did I was turned down or the person went out with me only because I asked and not because they were that interested. I have come to a decision that I will not make the first move. I want a guy that likes me enough to make the first move... one that has confidence enough to do that. I will still flirt and do things that indicate I have an interest in them but they have to be the one to come after me. There may be exceptions to that (llike if I met Mike Comrie again lol) but for the most part I am just not going to worry myself about making the first move anymore.

Also I've been losing weight.. actually that isn't really true.. I weigh the same but I am losing fat (gaining muscle) because I look thinner and my clothes either fit better or are too big. I am really liking how I look now and what I'd really like to do is go to the restaurant where I hit on the bartender (and was shot down). I'd like to go there and show him what he is missing out on. ;)