I have a part two to go along with my recent posts. This time about my step-mother. I think I will wait on that one though. It will probably end up being quite a bit longer. I also don't feel like revisiting my childhood with her quite yet.

I appreciate ALL of the comments I got and I thank you for taking the time to read what I wrote. *hugs* to everyone. :)

Right now I am worried. I am worried because I got some text messages from my pregnant friend Sar. She was at the hospital getting tests done. She isn't due for a little longer (before the end of the month though) however they lost the babies heartbeat. Either it stopped or they just couldn't find it again. She was induced around 6:45pm. I am waiting to hear how she and the baby are. I wanted nothing more than to hop into my car and drive the three hours to see her. If I knew which hospital she was in I probably would have done just that. Screw work. Screw money. Being with my friend is more important. I know that she is aware of my being with her in my heart. I know there isn't anything I could do being there but I also know it would have made her feel a little better. Especially just showing up with no warning.

So I'm not sure how much sleep I am going to get tonight... and I don't know how soon she will be able to let me know what is happening or when the baby is born but I hope they let me know as soon as they possibly can.

Again thank you everyone. My blogland family. :D

Update: She is still at the hospital. Baby has not been born yet.