Oilers: 3 Wings:2

I've still been feeling pretty down lately. I feel disillusioned on friendships. The one friend is still upset with me over his joke gone bad. This is a friend that I've known for many many years. One that helped me through a lot of rough times. He is one I thought I could count on no matter what. I guess I could count on him only so long as it suited him.

The other friend.... well like I said in my comments. I thought she was one that I could trust no matter what. One that wouldn't betray me in any way. She constantly told me how much she cares about me and how much I meant to her. She always told me that I was her rock and that she would never do anything to hurt me. Teaches me to not believe people at their word I guess.

My Dad was doing really well. He never heard from the doctor so we figured it was all good. However earlier this week the problem came back. So his health is still up in the air and that worries me. It's a worry that eats at me. The worst is that there is nothing I can do. If the tests came back that the CAT scan didn't find anything then I don't know what the doctors can do. Tests coming back ok is in some ways good news since the scan would show most serious problems so whatever is wrong then should (hopefully) be nothing serious so that's good. It's just not knowing and yet him still getting very sick is really worrying me.

I think tonight is a good night to go to a comedy show. A friend and I are going to Yuk Yuks to see some comedians and hopefully have some good laughs. I really need it.