HAPPY (one day late) BIRTHDAY TO MAC!!!!
I decided to take the day off on Friday. I knew I'd be out late and didn't want to have to worry about getting up for work.
Thursday evening we went to Name that Tune (at a different place than the usual) and had a blast there. It was sad because we were saying goodbye to M. We met her at the usual place a few months ago and really were just getting closer. It's a great oppurtunity for her work wise though so I wish her luck.
After Name that Tune we headed to the usual place for Kareoke. When the bar was closing Sticky and I headed over to Divine Shadows house for some late night on the lawn lightsabre fights. He has Darth Vadors and a friend left Mace Windus (which is the one I want) and another friend brought his Luke sabre. The three of us played around with them for a while.
Friday was spent laying around watching movies during the day. In the evening we went out to watch a friends band. It was a good time, one of the waitresses of our usual place was there with a friend so we danced and partied with them. We also saw M there for some more goodbyes.
I've been in a weird mood the last couple of days. I'm not really sure what it is. Part of it is Dillon. Seeing him is still hard. I still really like him. I know he isn't the righ guy for me but everytime I see him I can't help but wish he was. Part of it is just wishing I had someone. Being single isn't so bad and I know it's not. It's just I'm ready for a relationship. I really want to find the one for me. I've also begun to think I won't find what I want.
I'm unwilling to settle though. Maybe my standards are too high but I'm not going to settle for anything less than being treated like a princess. Ok that might be a slight exageration. Basically I want/expect to be treated the same way I will treat them. Based on past relationships though that is something I will not find.
I'm thinking that Valentines day coming up is one of the reasons I haven't been able to shake the lonely to be single feeling. I can usually get myself out of feeling down but lately I can't seem to do that. I am pretty sure it's because of the constant reminders of Valentines day coming up.
I decided to take the day off on Friday. I knew I'd be out late and didn't want to have to worry about getting up for work.
Thursday evening we went to Name that Tune (at a different place than the usual) and had a blast there. It was sad because we were saying goodbye to M. We met her at the usual place a few months ago and really were just getting closer. It's a great oppurtunity for her work wise though so I wish her luck.
After Name that Tune we headed to the usual place for Kareoke. When the bar was closing Sticky and I headed over to Divine Shadows house for some late night on the lawn lightsabre fights. He has Darth Vadors and a friend left Mace Windus (which is the one I want) and another friend brought his Luke sabre. The three of us played around with them for a while.
Friday was spent laying around watching movies during the day. In the evening we went out to watch a friends band. It was a good time, one of the waitresses of our usual place was there with a friend so we danced and partied with them. We also saw M there for some more goodbyes.
I've been in a weird mood the last couple of days. I'm not really sure what it is. Part of it is Dillon. Seeing him is still hard. I still really like him. I know he isn't the righ guy for me but everytime I see him I can't help but wish he was. Part of it is just wishing I had someone. Being single isn't so bad and I know it's not. It's just I'm ready for a relationship. I really want to find the one for me. I've also begun to think I won't find what I want.
I'm unwilling to settle though. Maybe my standards are too high but I'm not going to settle for anything less than being treated like a princess. Ok that might be a slight exageration. Basically I want/expect to be treated the same way I will treat them. Based on past relationships though that is something I will not find.
I'm thinking that Valentines day coming up is one of the reasons I haven't been able to shake the lonely to be single feeling. I can usually get myself out of feeling down but lately I can't seem to do that. I am pretty sure it's because of the constant reminders of Valentines day coming up.
posted by Danikabur at 12:25 PM
7 Comments:
Have you tried online dating? My sister n law found a pretty good guy that way. I was surprised it worked.
I tried online dating a long time ago. Totally didn't work for me.
I know it does work for some people. My cousin just got married in the fall to a guy she met through online dating.
Hey! What about cooking pot stickers for everyone at 4 in the morning and arguing with Sticky about Revenge of the Sith? :D
Mmmm the pot stickers were SO yummy
I got a quote from an unlikely source the other day and I feel it might be relevant.
Upon being questioned with respect to the state of their personal life, a character answered "There is a comfortable distance between alone and lonely."
After a night of spinning, all I can say is.... Damn, I need more pot stickers!!
POT STICKERS? TELL ME THIS IS A CANADIAN THING. I'M SO CONFUSED. HOPE YOUR FEELING BETTER SOON.
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